Life In Music

Posted on 19/6/2008 at 12:11 - 0 Comments - Post Comment - Link

Music can play a huge part in life and you realise that actually you cannot leave without it.  In my world if I am sad I listen to the most depressing music and If i am happy I listen to happy music. 

All the music out there whether it is known or unknown you feel it helsp you in any situation.  The way life is now is that whnenever something goes wrong and it makes you angry or sad or just montionless you go to the music or you just simply go to a person you feel safe with. 

All I am trying to day is life is different in many ways and you have yo go with the flow of it. 

Love Kelly xxx

Life As I Know It

Posted on 18/6/2008 at 01:17 - 0 Comments - Post Comment - Link

Life is so complicated when you least expect it it turns over and suddenly your in another world and you don't know which way to turn.  Love is a challenge and you have to fight to keep it the way you want it.  Mine is i don't know, I feel I ma pushing him away and I don't want that at all.  I do love him and I know prehaps going out with him was too soon but I can't control my feelings and it just happened, 

I hate the fact I have to go on living where I am and seeing my Ex's house.  I still think of him as a friend not as so for him as he don't even want to know me, I still hate him very much I do.  I love my new boyfriend and I just want to show him that or explain that I feel he is trying to tell me something but maybe he doesn't want to tell me as he might feel he don't want to hurt me again.  I could be so wrong on this though, I do think a hell of a lot and I am getting different signs and doubts from every corner of this box I have put myself into. 

I wish life was so much more easier to deal with!!!!!

Love Kelly Blue xxxx