Life As I Know It

Posted on 18/6/2008 at 01:17 - Post Comment

Life is so complicated when you least expect it it turns over and suddenly your in another world and you don't know which way to turn.  Love is a challenge and you have to fight to keep it the way you want it.  Mine is i don't know, I feel I ma pushing him away and I don't want that at all.  I do love him and I know prehaps going out with him was too soon but I can't control my feelings and it just happened, 

I hate the fact I have to go on living where I am and seeing my Ex's house.  I still think of him as a friend not as so for him as he don't even want to know me, I still hate him very much I do.  I love my new boyfriend and I just want to show him that or explain that I feel he is trying to tell me something but maybe he doesn't want to tell me as he might feel he don't want to hurt me again.  I could be so wrong on this though, I do think a hell of a lot and I am getting different signs and doubts from every corner of this box I have put myself into. 

I wish life was so much more easier to deal with!!!!!

Love Kelly Blue xxxx